Wednesday, 8 November 2017

It's just a bad day, not a bad life

Actually, it might be a bad week, or month, but it's not forever.

I have had one of the worst times of my life recently, I had a fantastic family holiday to Florida with my parents and sister but since late September it's been all down hill. My wonderful Nanna has terminal pancreatic cancer and is currently in hospital.

We recently lost my little dog Poppy, who we've had since she was a pup and reached the ripe old age of 14 years and 10 months. As I was only about 5 when we got her I don't remember a time we haven't had her really and being home alone now spooks me a little, which sounds ridiculous cause duh, I live here, nut it's just weird being completely alone.

So yeah, these things obviously aren't great at all and can't be helped but I can feel myself using it as an excuse to be snappy and irritable with people. To top it off, I'm using it as an excuse to procrastinate doing any uni work and then I get myself in a mood about the fact I have a load of work to do, and it's just a viscous little circle.

So yeah, no more excuses... I have a little To Do list for tomorrow and if I get them all done, I'm gonna see a film with my incredibly tolerant boyfriend and switch my brain off for a few hours.

Things get better, but for now I'm gonna sleep my mood off, get up and try again tomorrow.




Saturday, 30 July 2016

To Be Read...

I have an ever expanding collection of books that look beautiful on my bookshelf, appear fascinating or thrilling or interesting, and that have not been opened. No creased spines, no folded pages, just perfect, bookshop conditions books. There’s a lesson mixed in with this and it sounds something like my bank account, it tells me to stop buying books when I have a handful sitting at home to be read and yet, I can’t. So I thought I’d take advantage of their perfect condition and take a few photos and tell you about the top 5 books on my to be read list for this summer…

So technically, I have started reading ‘All The Light We Cannot See’ by Anthony Doerr, but I haven’t had a lot of time and so I’ve only made it about 50 pages in. The book is about a young, blind girl in a Paris neighbourhood and how she navigates a life full of mazes. Her future draws her ever closer to Werner, a German Orphan, destined to labour in the mines until a broken radio brings him to the notice of the Hitler Youth. The book is beautifully and unusually written from what I’ve read so far and it won the Pulitzer Prize in in 2015 so I’m definitely excited to continue reading it and find out Marie-Laure’s fate.


‘Just One Day’ is written by Gayle Forman who is the author of If I Stay, a beautiful book-turned-movie and so I decided that I had to read everything she has ever written. This one is about a whirlwind day in Paris, a chance at true love and heartbreak. I feel like this is going to be a slightly emotional story but definitely a good summer young adult book.

Another book I’ve begun but not made any real dint in is ‘The Universe In Your Hand’ by the internationally renowned physicist Christophe Galfard. This one is not a fiction book and explores some incredibly complex but also profound ideas of our time such as Quantum Mechanics, Time Travel and Multiple Universes. Although this one isn’t such a light read, it promises to remain understandable and I enjoy the conversational style to the writing and how understandable the parts I’ve read have been.

‘The Girl of Ink & Stars’ by Kiran Millwood Hargrave is the smallest of all the books on my list and perfect for cramming into a handbag for trips out and to take to the beach. It’s a fantasy novel about a girl forbidden to leave her island, who insists on being part of the search party when her best friend disappears. Navigating by an ancient map and the stars, Isabella discovers the dangerous Forgotten Territories of her island and a fiery myth is stirring from sleep. This totally interests me as I love fantasy novels and this one looks so lovely and has such an interesting concept, I can’t wait to read this.


The final book on my list is an incredibly recent movie adaptation, ‘Me Before You’ by Jojo Moyes. I’ve seen the film trailers and decided I had to see the book before I saw the film. This one is a definite romance novel and I’m saving it for a hot day, lounging at the beach. For anyone who hasn’t seen the trailers, it’s about a young woman who’s aimless after losing her job and a young man left wheelchair bound after a motorcycle accident and the story revolves around the impact of their friendship. Will made a deal with his mother to live just six more months but will Lou be enough reason for him to want to live? I think I’m going to cry a lot when I read this but I’m really looking forward to seeing how Will’s depression is discussed and how his desire to go to a Dignitas clinic is treated because there’s never enough discussion of mental illness and the right-to-die clinics of Switzerland have definitely been controversial. This is definitely going to be a romantic, tearjerker of a book.



What books have you been meaning to read? Or any recommendations of books you’ve enjoyed recently? Let me know!