I have had one of the worst times of my life recently, I had a fantastic family holiday to Florida with my parents and sister but since late September it's been all down hill. My wonderful Nanna has terminal pancreatic cancer and is currently in hospital.
We recently lost my little dog Poppy, who we've had since she was a pup and reached the ripe old age of 14 years and 10 months. As I was only about 5 when we got her I don't remember a time we haven't had her really and being home alone now spooks me a little, which sounds ridiculous cause duh, I live here, nut it's just weird being completely alone.
So yeah, these things obviously aren't great at all and can't be helped but I can feel myself using it as an excuse to be snappy and irritable with people. To top it off, I'm using it as an excuse to procrastinate doing any uni work and then I get myself in a mood about the fact I have a load of work to do, and it's just a viscous little circle.
So yeah, no more excuses... I have a little To Do list for tomorrow and if I get them all done, I'm gonna see a film with my incredibly tolerant boyfriend and switch my brain off for a few hours.
Things get better, but for now I'm gonna sleep my mood off, get up and try again tomorrow.
